Yes, another fandom switch. But as usual, the switch isn't to the fandom I wanted it to be. Remember Foster's Home for Imaginary Friends? One "I Found A Carrot Sparta Remix" and your mind turns against you...
As usual, the fanfiction centers of my mind started up. At first, most ideas were the usual wish-fulfillment fics that more often than not never make it onto paper... except as plans at the most. I didn't really mind. It helped take away from that murderous rage that consumes a portion of my mind every so often (which is starting to worry Mum. She doesn't get where the anger is coming from, and, to tell the truth, I can't either). Then, after watching a few episodes of the show online and seeing my favorite character more, things took a rather horrifying (though completely predictable) turn.
I felt it shouldn't bother me. After all, I thought up such things with Psychonauts and excluding the adults, the oldest was 13. But for some reason, when presented with a similar thought, with a similar character, at a similar age, I freeze up and my teeth start to hurt.
In case you're wondering at his point, the character in mind isn't Mac. No. It's Terrence. The 13-year-old.
My mind not only refuses to stop thinking of such things, but it won't stop making me think I'm breaking some kind of law by thinking of it. However, so long as there are no 1984-esque thought police, I should be fine. Still, the thought that I'm breaking a law somewhere is somewhat fear-inducing.
As if the thought with the unicorn/winged horse things wasn't bad enough...
Okay. Little fandom fit over. If anything, I need to apoligize for any squicky thoughts I have inspired...
http://www.youtube.com/view_play_list?p=B
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^Episodes are there. If you get a chance, watch Infernal Slumber. Very funny. And Terrence's oddly lovable stupidity seems to shine through. He's also apparently stronger than he looks too... Watch 'em quick.